I Was Trying To Be Funny But It Came Out as Really Mean: A 5-part documentary starring me.
I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.
I don’t really have feelings until 2 am and then i get sad about everything
Fat Queer Tells All: On Fatness and Gender Flatness - By Allie Shyer
This article spoke to me on so. many. levels. Read the whole thing.
There is little precedent for fat androgyny. Generally our androgynous icons are svelte and lacking in secondary sex characteristics. David Bowie, Tilda Swinton, Katherine Hepburn; these small-bodied, predominately white figures of androgyny have created an aesthetic with little room for deviation. This means that for those of us with bodies that do not conform to traditional standards of androgyny, we are often misread and misunderstood, even in queer spaces.
I am a lover without a lover. I am lovely and lonely and I belong deeply to myself.